hello.. there..would like to share this piece of experience with u and itz high time people realise that a "single step can take u a million miles ahead ".It z a bit history,i accidentally stepped in to B Tech i still wonder Y did i do it wen i was passionate nd keen about music-Books-Poems-Creative writing-Training etc etc..itz an endless list which excludes..VLSI-DSP & Control systemzzz...
I started off my career as TSR with Hinduja tech media & Telecom,worked in Blore for an year and above i learned that living alone with u r own earningz -load of fredz..would jus let u freak around like hell..theres no limit for anything unless u set limitz..everything seems " unlimited " jus the manthra of freakin around..work work work all week..freak freak at de end of the week.. a routine .itz a kind a boring..it didnt take much time for me to realise that i kinda don fit in to this routine frame of "assigned made up target oriented -systematic work" "arey Yeah mere TYPE KA NAHII HAI.. :) ".
I moved on to cochin..with a hell load of health issues-,there was not a single part left in my body with out a mechanical disorder ;) , nd really bored with stuffs..and jus didn't know what next ,i felt like the road ended there.." i ws far away from home and i was facing this alone for too much too long ".Jobless.. desperately hunting..i hated software-i dint want a call center..but i was not really aware as to wat really fitz me well..confused-unconvinced with the new offers that were flooding in and the weired pay that was been offered..and the wacky food at the hostel i was "nearing to extinction" sleepless nights-restless journey's calls from fredz telling me that they got new offers ,now de question arise "sharmila fredz have travelled a long way well settled nd secured where r u..still in the middle of de road.." these thoughts haunted me even more.. i really wanted to do something.
Then i remembered a long lost offer from my fred who was running a consultancy,i got in to it as a recruiter,occasionally i had to handle training also.I realized that i fit in to this "perfectly" i enjoyed it to the core.Jus freaking around inside the training class-activities-fun-grammer-music-movies at times-motivation-inspiration-watever nd now i ve trained almost 24 batches over this one & half years.My collars r up already and now handling the 25th batch... smoothly running.. let me tell u this beautiful transformation that happened during my training..
Almost 70% my training students are from an average family background nd those who r desperate for a job.Most of them very shy not even having the courage to look at your face and tell a few words about oneself i mean so pathetic.. how do u expect such a person to clear an HR round i mean itz jus "terribly difficult " theres this guy called sreejith who spend 3 years writing his 12th std,as accountancy was a very tough paper which he kept failing,now that he has cleared it..he joined BA English ,currently pursuing his 2ndyear.Very shy -extremely nervous,has a load of inferiority complex..and never active in class..over these past few weeks i could bring a load of change in to him.Now he s very active-smart-jus out of his regrets and released from his past thoughts.Another guy vinesh who lost 2 papers in his final year B Com,so he left the course nd wanted to work with a plus 2 qualification,i don know wat lecture of mine made him change his mind..he s off to his house to complete his exams.Prijith..BSc maths..felt course bored..left studies worked in a hotel as a waiter..now that he joined my training..he s also started off his studies.Now he s having a part time job..week end tutions for his course..and also attends my training..i guess i am jus more than happy for all these blessings that is happening to them.
I am happy that i am occupied with a hell load of recruitment projects and campus drives...and i also conduct interviews..at times..i know "ithu onnum has nothing to do with the roads that i ve travelled..okke strange vazhigalil aanu ippo entae yaathraa "
Pinne preparing training modules..conducting part time training..etc..are my works now..pinne occasionally get togathers with fredz,once in two week with family..i am jus having a perfect time "RIP-resting in peace"
I am travelling my dream roads..chasing my dreams.."God thank you for all this grace nd mercy.."I ve always wanted to be out of the box..which makes ppl feel that i m excentric.."guyz m jus somebody who loves being the way i am ...
hop this is jus not too much..as for the blog title..trasformation of sreejith-prijith-nd vineesh..transformation in sharmila..i realised that its not easy to understand u r dreams..nd not everybody shows the gutz..to " live U R DREAMZ.."well well..i m jus tryinn na....
:)
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I am overwhelmed with joy to read ur true story. In such a short time, u have achieved many things, i wud say, unparallel compared to the younger generation, with your sincere effors and dedication. Keeps the spirits high! This is only a beginning, you have to go a long way and achieve many milestones. I am too appreciative of your approach towards life.
Wishing you many many laurels in your career as well as all future endeavours.
Ramesh
touching words. i hop u had a very gud future. anyway god bless. take care. byeeeee
As Che puts it
"Let the world change you and you can change the world"
All the very best for your future
hats off to u for being bold enough to take risks and espouse your dreams.....
sujeeth