METALLICA - "Nothing else Matter's "

hello.. there..would like to share this piece of experience with u and itz high time people realise that a "single step can take u a million miles ahead ".It z a bit history,i accidentally stepped in to B Tech i still wonder Y did i do it wen i was passionate nd keen about music-Books-Poems-Creative writing-Training etc etc..itz an endless list which excludes..VLSI-DSP & Control systemzzz...
I started off my career as TSR with Hinduja tech media & Telecom,worked in Blore for an year and above i learned that living alone with u r own earningz -load of fredz..would jus let u freak around like hell..theres no limit for anything unless u set limitz..everything seems " unlimited " jus the manthra of freakin around..work work work all week..freak freak at de end of the week.. a routine .itz a kind a boring..it didnt take much time for me to realise that i kinda don fit in to this routine frame of "assigned made up target oriented -systematic work" "arey Yeah mere TYPE KA NAHII HAI.. :) ".
I moved on to cochin..with a hell load of health issues-,there was not a single part left in my body with out a mechanical disorder ;) , nd really bored with stuffs..and jus didn't know what next ,i felt like the road ended there.." i ws far away from home and i was facing this alone for too much too long ".Jobless.. desperately hunting..i hated software-i dint want a call center..but i was not really aware as to wat really fitz me well..confused-unconvinced with the new offers that were flooding in and the weired pay that was been offered..and the wacky food at the hostel i was "nearing to extinction" sleepless nights-restless journey's calls from fredz telling me that they got new offers ,now de question arise "sharmila fredz have travelled a long way well settled nd secured where r u..still in the middle of de road.." these thoughts haunted me even more.. i really wanted to do something.
Then i remembered a long lost offer from my fred who was running a consultancy,i got in to it as a recruiter,occasionally i had to handle training also.I realized that i fit in to this "perfectly" i enjoyed it to the core.Jus freaking around inside the training class-activities-fun-grammer-music-movies at times-motivation-inspiration-watever nd now i ve trained almost 24 batches over this one & half years.My collars r up already and now handling the 25th batch... smoothly running.. let me tell u this beautiful transformation that happened during my training..
Almost 70% my training students are from an average family background nd those who r desperate for a job.Most of them very shy not even having the courage to look at your face and tell a few words about oneself i mean so pathetic.. how do u expect such a person to clear an HR round i mean itz jus "terribly difficult " theres this guy called sreejith who spend 3 years writing his 12th std,as accountancy was a very tough paper which he kept failing,now that he has cleared it..he joined BA English ,currently pursuing his 2ndyear.Very shy -extremely nervous,has a load of inferiority complex..and never active in class..over these past few weeks i could bring a load of change in to him.Now he s very active-smart-jus out of his regrets and released from his past thoughts.Another guy vinesh who lost 2 papers in his final year B Com,so he left the course nd wanted to work with a plus 2 qualification,i don know wat lecture of mine made him change his mind..he s off to his house to complete his exams.Prijith..BSc maths..felt course bored..left studies worked in a hotel as a waiter..now that he joined my training..he s also started off his studies.Now he s having a part time job..week end tutions for his course..and also attends my training..i guess i am jus more than happy for all these blessings that is happening to them.
I am happy that i am occupied with a hell load of recruitment projects and campus drives...and i also conduct interviews..at times..i know "ithu onnum has nothing to do with the roads that i ve travelled..okke strange vazhigalil aanu ippo entae yaathraa "
Pinne preparing training modules..conducting part time training..etc..are my works now..pinne occasionally get togathers with fredz,once in two week with family..i am jus having a perfect time "RIP-resting in peace"
I am travelling my dream roads..chasing my dreams.."God thank you for all this grace nd mercy.."I ve always wanted to be out of the box..which makes ppl feel that i m excentric.."guyz m jus somebody who loves being the way i am ...
hop this is jus not too much..as for the blog title..trasformation of sreejith-prijith-nd vineesh..transformation in sharmila..i realised that its not easy to understand u r dreams..nd not everybody shows the gutz..to " live U R DREAMZ.."well well..i m jus tryinn na....
:)