" More Like mE nD leSs liKe U "

Pieces by RED

2010-03-25T21:12:00.000-07:00

I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you

A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am

I tried so hard

Thought I could do this on my own

I've lost so much along the way

Then I'll see your face

I know I'm finally yours

I find everything I thought I lost before

You call my name

I come to you in pieces

So you can make me whole

I've come undone

But you make sense of who I am

Like puzzle pieces in your eye

Then I'll see your face

I know I'm finally yours

I find everything I thought I lost before

You call my name

I come to you in pieces

So you can make me whole!

I tried so hard! So hard!

I tried so hard!

Then I'll see your face

I know I'm finally yours

I find everything I thought I lost before

You call my name

I come to you in pieces

So you can make me whole

Queen -" Too Much Love Will Kill You "

2008-10-18T13:07:00.000-07:00

I'm just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
I'm far away from home
And I've been facing this alone for much too long, ooh

Yeah, too much love will kill you
If you can't make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You're headed for disaster
'Cos you've never read the signs
Too much love will kill you - every time

I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind
I've been looking back to find where I went wrong

Yes, too much love will kill you
Just as sure as none at all
It'll drain the power that's in you
Make you plead and scream and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy
You're the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you - every time

Darren Hayes - " I N S A T I A B L E "

2008-10-18T12:57:00.000-07:00

When moonlight crawls along the street
Chasing away the summer heat
Footsteps outside somewhere below
The world revolves I've let it go
We build our church above the street
We practice love between these sheets
The candy sweetness scent of you
It bathes my skin I'm stained in you
And all I have to do is hold you
There's a racing within my heart
And I am barely touching you

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

The moonlight plays upon your skin
A kiss that lingers takes me in
I fall asleep inside of you
There are no words
There's only truth
Breathe in, breathe out
There is no sound
We move together up and down
We levitate our bodies soar
Our feet don't even touch the floor
But nobody knows you like I do
'Cause the world they don't understand
That I grow stronger in your hands

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

We never sleep we're always holdin' hands
Kissin' for hours talkin' makin' plans
I feel like a better man
Just being in the same room
We never sleep there's just so much to do
So much to say
Can't close my eyes when I'm with you
Insatiable the way I'm loving you

Oh, oh...baby

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

Baby...
Oh, baby
Oh, oh
When I look in your eyes
Insatiable
The way I'm loving you
Oh, what can I do?
Insatiable
Insatiable
For you
Insatiable

My love for you
Insatiable

S T A R S by Simply Red

2008-10-18T12:49:00.000-07:00

Anyone who ever held you
Would tell you the way Im feeling
Anyone who ever wanted you
Would try to tell you what I feel inside
The only thing I ever wanted
Was the feeling that you aint faking
The only one you ever thought about
Wait a minute cant you see that i

I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I I feel you
I hope you comprehend

For the man who tried to hurt you
Hes explaining the way Im feeling
For all the jealousy I caused you
States the reason why Im trying to hide
As for all the things you taught me
It sends my future into clearer dimensions
Youll never know how much you hurt me
Stay a minute cant you see that i

I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I I feel you
I hope you comprehend

Too many hearts are broken
A lovers promise never came with a maybe
So many words are left unspoken
The silent voices are driving me crazy
As for all the pain you caused me
Making up could never be your intention
Youll never know how much you hurt me
Stay cant you see that i

I wanna fall from the stars
Straight into your arms
I I feel you
I hope you comprehend

NP : You may please check out the link for the song & video

http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=pW_TMctfMTU

FReakomaniaA....

2008-09-21T21:46:00.000-07:00

During my high school nd college years ve been analysing thing nd this is an old piece of work that i wrote long back way bck in 2001 or so... so the style nd language also shows up....

"Freak "a word of great echo during the youth year's!!!
The vanishing nostalgia of school day's
that refuses to leave subconscious like an age old "ink stain on the shirt"!!!!
Running back nd forth in mind as mirth nd joy,revealed by distant past!!!!
Youthful years of college!!!
Classes like "kabhi kushi kabhi ghum"
Examz like "dil chahta hai "
& the results like "yeh dil manage more"

Freak never bothered...
all that he heard was the roaring hayabusha..
Fast nd furious F1,
Body piercing-Body tattoos - Coke -Chips-Chewing gums-Boozing & Puffing!!!!
Bunchy jumping nd river rafting!!!
The INSATIABLE cry for youthful fun never seemed to END!!!!

All those crazy things that seems to focus a 10 million eyes,
On the cool freak as he calls "himself"
come down to earth....!!! ????
the lights of ORGY & Disc's r simply dupes!!!

The freak fever ends up once out of the youth cocoon
out in the cold-wide-wild-world!!!!
things r solid not in silver..
To face off ur bitter realities...
The maniA endz...
" freakomania... the old story of youth "!!!!!!!!!!!

Regards
sharmi
;)

wEn U R GoNe

2008-09-21T21:18:00.000-07:00

I heard ur suitcase say GOODBYE
As my heart lies Bleeding,
U say True Love in Suicide,
U say u cried a 1000 rivers,
How u ve swimmed from the sea.

U left me drowning in my Tears,
Wanna B the air u breathe
ll B there for U
LIVE & DIE for u!!!
Steal the Sun from the Sky 4u
Now words cant say
Wat love can do
" I cant promise u tomorrow but yeah i can buy back yesterday "

Crackkkk..... oh these kidz.. they broke my sleep.... nd broke my window.. also.......sadly..[:(] [:(] my broken sleep again....

METALLICA - "Nothing else Matter's "

2008-09-20T02:07:00.000-07:00

This is one of my all time favourite songs.. i love this like crazy...

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

" Treat for all you BiG dreamers...

2008-09-18T12:04:00.000-07:00

This is a treat for all you big dreamers...

Might be u have lost the huge war but wait u have the "battle" to Win..
might be u took the road that was not meant for u... but wait.. since u ve realized it
Try taking the " roadz less travelled..- Leave a TRAIL "
May be u loved like nobody else.. still it left u.. hold on.." u deserve the best "
ur dreams are small ur desires are big.. believe me.. u deserve the "B E S T "
whatever be open to experiments
do it like this is the "END "
theres nobody in tis whole wide world who can understand u best than "SELF"
u ve been seeing ur self since the time.. u r IN
its true "follow ur INSTINCTS "
God almighty resides inside ur heart... listen to the whisper inside ur self..
U r intutionz.. are the voices of truth..
UR heart is never hurt until u " let it be hurt"
never never never cry for any relations..
cherish all ur " yesterdayz.."
Don forget " live TODAY "
DReam.. a load.. u r the CAPTAIN... of ur mind.. "Dream.."
Live- Love- loSE-cry- Cheer - nd stilll "LIVE "
de best is when u live all the roads of life..sad-bad-worse of tough-u still lived " it to the Fullest "

Regards
sharmi
;)

2008-02-22T22:51:00.000-08:00

hello.. there..would like to share this piece of experience with u and itz high time people realise that a "single step can take u a million miles ahead ".It z a bit history,i accidentally stepped in to B Tech i still wonder Y did i do it wen i was passionate nd keen about music-Books-Poems-Creative writing-Training etc etc..itz an endless list which excludes..VLSI-DSP & Control systemzzz...
I started off my career as TSR with Hinduja tech media & Telecom,worked in Blore for an year and above i learned that living alone with u r own earningz -load of fredz..would jus let u freak around like hell..theres no limit for anything unless u set limitz..everything seems " unlimited " jus the manthra of freakin around..work work work all week..freak freak at de end of the week.. a routine .itz a kind a boring..it didnt take much time for me to realise that i kinda don fit in to this routine frame of "assigned made up target oriented -systematic work" "arey Yeah mere TYPE KA NAHII HAI.. :) ".
I moved on to cochin..with a hell load of health issues-,there was not a single part left in my body with out a mechanical disorder ;) , nd really bored with stuffs..and jus didn't know what next ,i felt like the road ended there.." i ws far away from home and i was facing this alone for too much too long ".Jobless.. desperately hunting..i hated software-i dint want a call center..but i was not really aware as to wat really fitz me well..confused-unconvinced with the new offers that were flooding in and the weired pay that was been offered..and the wacky food at the hostel i was "nearing to extinction" sleepless nights-restless journey's calls from fredz telling me that they got new offers ,now de question arise "sharmila fredz have travelled a long way well settled nd secured where r u..still in the middle of de road.." these thoughts haunted me even more.. i really wanted to do something.
Then i remembered a long lost offer from my fred who was running a consultancy,i got in to it as a recruiter,occasionally i had to handle training also.I realized that i fit in to this "perfectly" i enjoyed it to the core.Jus freaking around inside the training class-activities-fun-grammer-music-movies at times-motivation-inspiration-watever nd now i ve trained almost 24 batches over this one & half years.My collars r up already and now handling the 25th batch... smoothly running.. let me tell u this beautiful transformation that happened during my training..
Almost 70% my training students are from an average family background nd those who r desperate for a job.Most of them very shy not even having the courage to look at your face and tell a few words about oneself i mean so pathetic.. how do u expect such a person to clear an HR round i mean itz jus "terribly difficult " theres this guy called sreejith who spend 3 years writing his 12th std,as accountancy was a very tough paper which he kept failing,now that he has cleared it..he joined BA English ,currently pursuing his 2ndyear.Very shy -extremely nervous,has a load of inferiority complex..and never active in class..over these past few weeks i could bring a load of change in to him.Now he s very active-smart-jus out of his regrets and released from his past thoughts.Another guy vinesh who lost 2 papers in his final year B Com,so he left the course nd wanted to work with a plus 2 qualification,i don know wat lecture of mine made him change his mind..he s off to his house to complete his exams.Prijith..BSc maths..felt course bored..left studies worked in a hotel as a waiter..now that he joined my training..he s also started off his studies.Now he s having a part time job..week end tutions for his course..and also attends my training..i guess i am jus more than happy for all these blessings that is happening to them.
I am happy that i am occupied with a hell load of recruitment projects and campus drives...and i also conduct interviews..at times..i know "ithu onnum has nothing to do with the roads that i ve travelled..okke strange vazhigalil aanu ippo entae yaathraa "
Pinne preparing training modules..conducting part time training..etc..are my works now..pinne occasionally get togathers with fredz,once in two week with family..i am jus having a perfect time "RIP-resting in peace"
I am travelling my dream roads..chasing my dreams.."God thank you for all this grace nd mercy.."I ve always wanted to be out of the box..which makes ppl feel that i m excentric.."guyz m jus somebody who loves being the way i am ...
hop this is jus not too much..as for the blog title..trasformation of sreejith-prijith-nd vineesh..transformation in sharmila..i realised that its not easy to understand u r dreams..nd not everybody shows the gutz..to " live U R DREAMZ.."well well..i m jus tryinn na....
:)